This blog is about most of what I remembered from childhood to growing up, and some encouragement, reviews of movies and shows, and just other fun things that I like to write about. I'm thankful to continue this blog to share things with those who read it and those who see it because I want to share more. I'm grateful to share what I hope will give people joy and happiness when they read this.
Sunday, December 1, 2019
A Sister's Life Changing Experience Of Faith And Hope Part Nineteen
I learn that from the phone call I had with my brother, not moments ago that the reason my sister is going to be at our local hospital, is that she has to be monitored overnight because of what seemed to be cured. I knew that it felt like a million pricks being jabbed into my sister's arm or mine for that matter. Aunt Vivian said to me that she got a new update that they had just arrived back with my sister. I figured she would be tired and wouldn't want to see me. Blake texts back to my aunt Vivian that our sister wants to see me very much and that it is quite the opposite of what I think. I go to the hospital with my aunt and I see my sister laying in a hospital bed in the hospital room and I'm starting to cry tears of happiness because I've missed my sister so much and now that she's back here, I love being reunited with one of my best friends. My sister notices the tears and she starts to cry too. She motions me over and we hug like we haven't hugged in forever. I ask her how she is. She tells me fine. I ask her what it's like to not have been in pain. Although before she can answer, she's throwing up. I think oh no, what else can be next. What could possibly be wrong. The doctor comes in. The doctor asks to speak to our aunt and parents in private. Blake stays here with both of us. I put my head gently on his shoulder. He wraps his arm around me, as I pray silently that God helps us through this. Blake watches our sister who has finished throwing up, as the doctor and our parents come in. Our parents ask to speak to Blake and I out in the hallway alone. I know that can't be great news. The doctor stays with our sister as we follow our parents. The first thing once we're out of earshot, is Blake politely asks what this is all about. I look at him as if I'm trying to be brave for all of us. I don't know what to do but I turn back towards our parents as I listen and watch what they're about to say. The doctor told them that our sister's been diganosed in a short amount of time with stage 3 relapse disorder which means what the doctors in Washington was cured and gone has come back. They also say that because she's in stage 3 that there is going to be times where she vomits and when she's going to feel tired. The disorder is like a different version of a child or grown up that goes through cancer treatments. My sister is going to be monitored over night because of everything that happened. I can't imagine my life without her, and I ask how long will she have to stay here? I ask if she'll be able to preform? I need to know these things, because if she can't then what happens then. I mean do I take over or will another girl on the team be in her position. I just can't think about that right now. I can't, it makes me too sad. I honestly don't know what to do, so I cry silently in my aunt Vivian's arms. I know Blake is crying into my parents arms but I know that he believes everything will be okay. I wish I could still hold onto that light of hope and have that faith, but it's so hard seeing the one you know is your best friend go through something like this, because you love them very much. The same day, we all go home and say goodbye to my sister. We tell her, we'll be back in the morning. She nods her head and drifts off to sleep since it's been a long day. We all go home and start to pray.
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